crying heavily :)

I tod it could be a happy day for me.i tod i could feel happy.i am about to post something about it, but after i read his text.suddenly i CRIED.haha.teruk laa.hati lembek betul.hew hew.but seriously tngh thn ngis je ni sbb dpn mama kan :) urmm rasa hampa sngt.i know for him maybe thats not important, but for me its important.im so appreciate it.urmm yaa maybe now i know that im just a FRIEND to you.yaa i know that.dont worry.if tu yg you nak i accept it.yaa maybe you sayang i sbb tu yu ckp mcm tu.tapi it hurt me alot.i xtau.mcm sia2 je hbngn i ngn you before this.mcm i je yg berangan lebih kan.xpelaaa i faham.still panjang lagi our journey.we dont know what might happpen.btw thanks for everything.hope you are happy as always :)