Wednesday, 19 October 2011
crying heavily :)
I tod it could be a happy day for me.i tod i could feel happy.i am about to post something about it, but after i read his text.suddenly i CRIED.haha.teruk laa.hati lembek betul.hew hew.but seriously tngh thn ngis je ni sbb dpn mama kan :) urmm rasa hampa sngt.i know for him maybe thats not important, but for me its important.im so appreciate it.urmm yaa maybe now i know that im just a FRIEND to you.yaa i know that.dont worry.if tu yg you nak i accept it.yaa maybe you sayang i sbb tu yu ckp mcm tu.tapi it hurt me alot.i xtau.mcm sia2 je hbngn i ngn you before this.mcm i je yg berangan lebih kan.xpelaaa i faham.still panjang lagi our journey.we dont know what might happpen.btw thanks for everything.hope you are happy as always :)
Tuesday, 18 October 2011
bicara hati :)
Assalamualaikum:)
You know how it feel when you are about to happy with your relationship that keep grown from day to days but after awhile there is someone who trying to destroy it.FITNAH you till you feel such tired and also till you feel that HOPE are decreasing and tettttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt *your heart most to stop beating for the relationship.btw thats what i feel right now.i feel like even i dont know the one who trying to destroy our friendship plus relationship but still i feel like damnnnnnn serioulsy SORROW and PAIN.i know i shouldnt react this way but come on.i just need support.because im about to lose control of myself.im just afraid that i coudnt do anything to save my relationship as im tired enough being in this situation.Allah make me strong :') Salam~
You know how it feel when you are about to happy with your relationship that keep grown from day to days but after awhile there is someone who trying to destroy it.FITNAH you till you feel such tired and also till you feel that HOPE are decreasing and tettttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt *your heart most to stop beating for the relationship.btw thats what i feel right now.i feel like even i dont know the one who trying to destroy our friendship plus relationship but still i feel like damnnnnnn serioulsy SORROW and PAIN.i know i shouldnt react this way but come on.i just need support.because im about to lose control of myself.im just afraid that i coudnt do anything to save my relationship as im tired enough being in this situation.Allah make me strong :') Salam~
*im afraid that he could think this way on me.but i just want him to know that im tired of getting tears all day.he might say that im strong.yeahh i admit that im kinda strong.but i lose my strength already.bye :'(
Sunday, 16 October 2011
a new blog :)
Assalamualaikum :)
this is a new blog.i had one that only for something that i like to share with all.mostly it is happiness entry.but this new blog which is RUANG HATI is a blog where i will use to story about what i feel deep deep in my heart.i guess thats all for my first entry.and this will be my second diary.hope i will get used to it and taking care of it nicely and tidy.Salam~
this is a new blog.i had one that only for something that i like to share with all.mostly it is happiness entry.but this new blog which is RUANG HATI is a blog where i will use to story about what i feel deep deep in my heart.i guess thats all for my first entry.and this will be my second diary.hope i will get used to it and taking care of it nicely and tidy.Salam~
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